August has been a shit month.

I fell in a heap, we have friends struggling, family problems, and to top it off on Tuesday, H was in a serious car accident.

And I broke.

I have been going through the motions since Tuesday, but my heart has certainly not been in anything.

H is totally fine – a few bruises but nothing major. His car was totalled though which was pretty scary.

I just can’t believe this world just keeps kicking him down all the time. H has been unemployed for ages now and every time he keeps trying to pick himself up and move on, the world finds some new sadistic way to keep him feeling like shit.

And I just can’t deal with that anymore. It’s not fair.

I don’t know what I’m going to do. All I’ve done all week is eat like crap and mope around but I’ve got to pick myself up and fight back, H deserves nothing less.

Heres hoping this is the bottom of the barrel for us, and the only way to go is up.

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