In the throws of a panic attack, I am at such a heightened state that everything looks and feels a bit technicolour.
However other times, everything seems quite normal, but sometimes I wonder what is actually real and what isn’t. I’m not talking hallucinations or anything, just sometimes feeling things are a little off.
So H and I attended an engagement party yesterday for some family friends.
And I will preface this now by saying no, I do not want to get engaged, certainly not now, but in the future, maybe.
(However back to the point) The couple was as all newly engaged couples are; happy as can be. Happy as pigs in mud. So in love with each other that it radiated to all of us, and made us happy just to know that they are happy.